Ahhhhhh Friday, how I LOVE you so! Today has been a good day, and not really for one particular reason or another. I just feel like I am getting to a better place. A number of things are helping, and I think i am just finally accepting things, or starting to. This blogging has actually helped a TON, I think because it just gives me an outlet, a place to vent, and to just get things off of my mind.
I am going to be going into my second week of injections, have a solid treatment plan, getting into a routine, the nausea has started to subside a bit, and I all around just feel more positive and less anxious. I am also seeing a therapist, no shame, and it actually totally helps. I feel so much better about things. I am NOT happy to have MS by any means, but I kind of am starting to look at this as kind of a fresh start. A way to get Katie in order, to better my life, lead a healthy lifestyle,follow my dreams, try to help others and make a difference, and find myself.
Today I woke up with only a tiny bit of nausea, that ended up going away on it's own and no vomiting. I feel like this is HUGE progress. My shot tonight went out without a hitch. The sting was there, but it was minimal. The stomach shot actually seems to be the least painful. Today I am just really starting to feel more at peace, and like I can totally deal with this. I also had another therapy session today, and it has been so wonderful. It has eased my anxiety with the new diagnosis, and just given me a better outlook. I am so hopeful now. I would encourage anyone going through this, or really anything life changing event at all, to not hesitate to seek out some help. Admitting you need help, or seeking out guidance or advice is not a weakness, and you should not be ashamed. There is no reason to take it all on yourself. I can't even express enough how much it has helped me so far. Just to see i am not alone, and that my feelings and concerns are normal, means so much.
I am starting to see my way out of this tunnel. I see that I am not alone. I see that my life isn't over. I see that i can still accomplish anything I put my mind to. I see that there will be challenges, but I will overcome them. I see a fresh start in my life. I see positivity. I will be dancing till the world ends! No matter what challenges I face in life, or what I have to overcome, I will keep dancing. Never give up!
For the record I do NOT believe in any of that nonsense that the world is ending tomorrow, but I was giggling to myself that I was listening to this song. Besides didn't the world end in Y2K? haha Morons. Anyway, back to the song, keep on dancing till the world ends...Good message again though, no matter what don't ever stop dancing/loving/living your life. Stop worrying, and just live. If you feel it let it happen...keep on dancing till the world ends...
"Till The World Ends"
This kitten got your tongue tied in knots, I see
Spit it out cuz I'm dying for company
I notice that you got it
You notice that I want it
You know that I can take it
to the next level, baby
If you want this good shit
Sicker than the remix
Baby, let me blow your mind
tonight
[Chorus:]
I can’t take it, take it, take no more
Never felt like, felt like this before
Come on get me, get me on the floor
DJ what you, what you waiting for?
Woah oh oh oh oh oh ohhh. [8x]
Watch me move, when I lose, when I lose it hard
Get you off with the touch dancing in the dark
You notice what I'm wearing,
I noticing you staring
You know that I can take it,
to the next level, baby
Harder than the A-list,
next one on my hit list
Baby, let me blow your mind
tonight
[Chorus]
Woah oh oh oh oh oh ohhh. [8x]
See the sunlight, we ain't stopping
Keep on dancing till the world ends
If you feel it let it happen
Keep on dancing till the world ends
Keep on dancing till the world ends
Keep on dancing till the world ends
Woah oh oh oh oh oh ohhh. [8x]
See the sunlight, we ain't stopping
Keep on dancing till the world ends
If you feel it let it happen
Keep on dancing till the world ends
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